Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Din Beramboi dah meninggal, tapi ada yang mengutuk dia.

Baru je tadi aku online. Aku dapat invitation dari kawan aku untuk join satu group ni, 'Kami benci RAFIQIN DARWISY mengutuk kematian Din Beramboi'. Aku pun tengok la page dia lepas aku klik join. Mula-mula aku tercari-cari gak apa yang budak Rafiqin Darwisy (RD) ni buat. So aku pun search. Then ada member sorang ni bagi link ke blog diorang. Aku pun gi la klik link tu. 

Alangkah terkejutnya bila aku baca isi blog tu! Budak RD ni actually baru 13 tahun, tapi dah pandai nak cakap yang luar dari batasan agama dan polisi laman web sosial. Kalau aku jumpa RD ni dah lama aku bagi sedas kat dia! Ni la jadi bila budak bodoh yang baru nak belajar tentang MySpace or Facebook. Mak ayah hantar sekolah belajar agama, sivik, akhlak, tapi gi panjat pagar sekolah! Hmm... entah la.. 

Ni blog yang memuatkan wall comment yang di-post oleh RD. 

Yang telah membaca blog tu, harap korang renung-renungkanlah sebelum korang nak post apa-apa kat wall korang. Tak semua orang suka dengan apa yang korang suka. Dan tak semua orang benci dengan apa yang korang benci. Kalau benda yang sensitif yang melibatkan agama, kematian, atau apa saja yang boleh membawa kemudaratan ni, baik korang diam je. 

Tak yah la nak buat 'luahan perasaan' kat public, especially on MySpace or Facebook. Sekarang ni pun, ramai yang dah pun naik turun court disebabkan kelancangan kita di alam maya. So berhati-hatilah, okay? 

Saturday, April 03, 2010

Reunite

It was just only a day. 
But I missed you guys! 

I just back Shah Alam now. 
I'm happy 'coz I have my hamsters again! 
I can't believe they are all in a good condition. 
I bought cheesy wedges and cheekaroni at KFC nearby. 
Well, they like cheese. 
They are hamsters, right.... 
so they eat cheese! 
I took a spoon of cheese from my food 
and gave them! 
They licked and ate that cheese.
Even when I used my finger, 
they licked it so much!
Now they all sleepy. 
Too much to eat maybe. 


Friday, April 02, 2010

New toy!

I'm home at Kajang now. 
Tired! 
Before that, I went to Metropoint Kajang. 
I bought a new running wheel for my hamsters. 
Meanwhile, they just sit, run and hide in their house. 
No exercise! 
How pity of them. 
But they are cute! 

I forgot that I didn't get my breakfast yet. 
And also my lunch. 
But I don't know what to eat. 
I'm alone at home right now. 
So I just watching the TV, online, and... rest! 

Tomorrow I have to go back to Shah Alam.
I'm so worry about my kids there. 
I don't know they are okay or no. 
Have they eat already? 
But I just filled their food right before I leave them. 
I told my housemates to take care of them for a while. 
I hope they okay... 
I love my hamsters so much! 

P/S: Takziah buat keluarga Mior Ahmad Mior Badri atau Din Beramboi. Allahyarham telah meninggal dunia pada malam tadi akibat demam denggi. Semoga roh Allahyarham dicucuri rahmat Allah SWT dan tergolong dalam orang-orang yang beriman. Amin~

~ AL-FATIHAH ~

Thursday, April 01, 2010

It followed me...

Last two days, 
there was a kitten followed me home. 
It was a beautiful kitten. 
Manja sangat! 
But I can't kept her. 

So today. 
I take her home. 
I don't know where. 
But I just leave her near surau. 
Then I ran to the stairs, 
and walked to the college. 

I heard it cried.. 
I felt like I want to take it home. 
But I can't! 
Oh kitty... I want to keep you. 
I wish I can. 

Just a piece of junk...

At this time, only my little hamsters can make me happy. 
None can do this. 
I feel like I'm so hopeless right now. 
I really want to talk to my mom, about all of my problems. 
But I just can't make it. 
I can't talk. Like there's a key to make my mouth opens. 
So I just type it. 
Maybe my dad or my brother will read it some time later.

I got a boyfriend. 
And he like to accuse me, something I didn't do. 
I know I'm just a piece of paper, not like a color paper like other girls. 
He said I'm not his type. 
And I feel like I'm the one who run to catch him, while he do nothing. 
He's a handsome guy. 
Many girls say so. And some of them really like him. 
Of course I'm jealous! 
But I'm his girlfriend. He admit it, just once. 
Now, he always talk about other girls. 
Sometimes he will asked me to do this and that just like some girls that he saw. 
I know I'm not pretty. 
I don't know how to dress like a beautiful girls, with a baby shirt, lady's jeans and a heels. 
But me is me! 
Can't he accept what I am?

Maybe I like to ask. 
He always said he's not comfortable with me. 
He's boring with me. And getting fed up sometimes. 
But I still waiting for his SMS or call like a stupid girl. 
Yeah.. he always called me stupid. And some other names he wants to call me. 
Like he never respect me as a lover. 
I always think, if I could turn back time, 
I will never met him, and go on with my ex again. 
But I know, it's too late now. 
My ex will never contacted with me. 
I will never share my problems with him again. 
My boyfriend, maybe, makes me like a doll. 
If he wants to play, he searches for it. 
And will dump it if he's getting bored.

Maybe this is my 'reward' after I hurt people that love me so much. 
I know I'm wrong. 
It's all my mistakes and I'm so sorry for what I've done.

This is Hani